Tag Archives: regret

The Family Tomb

November 1, 2013Poemsfacing facts, grief, heartache, lust, personal, regret, Satori Publishing, The Family Tomb, timeless, universalsatoripublishing2013

Your husband gets on top of you as if
He’s going to pray
You lie there frozen stiff
Nothing else to do or say;
The rocking motion only reminds you of
Your immortal schooldays when
Boys tore your knickers off
And injected you with sweet pain …

People like you are all the same
You start with the best of intentions
Family tradition is chiefly to blame
And cowardice … which no-one mentions;
Your father’s disease and your mother’s poison
Were inherited by you while still in the womb
And in turn you’ll be taught to pass them on
Your children too must be buried alive in the family tomb …

All your material possessions
Have bought you security
All your empty exhibitions
Earn my hateful pity;
You were never brave enough
To cut the cord and fly
You rejected the boy who gave you love
Now your heart must wither and die.

Paki Brown

November 1, 2013Poemsaddiction, end of the line, facing facts, grief, heartache, heroin, major surgery, Paki Brown, regret, Satori Publishing, sweet poison, universalsatoripublishing2013

Paki Brown, you’re a harmless-looking powder
But you do more damage than a ton of gunpowder
Just one gram is such a heavy load
You blow off my head every time you explode;
Paki Brown, you really turn me on
You’re such a joyous poison
I’m trapped in the instant you set me free
Paki Brown, you’ll be the death of me.

Paki Brown, you’re making the big guns filthy rich
But you’re killing me slowly inch by inch
Once I chased your dragon with every breath
Now your dragon is chasing me to a slow death;
Paki Brown, you’re distributed by pillars of society
They’re getting fat off my painful ecstasy
You’re the only one who can orgasm my whole body
Beautiful poison, you’ll be the death of me.

Paki Brown, you’re a High Priest spreading the habit
Your burning sermon says our lives are empty without it
We take a daily trip to your temple of doom
A one-way journey that will be over soon;
Paki Brown, without you I’ve got the world on my shoulders
With you and without you it’s pure bloody murder
Paki Brown, you never fail to make me feel carefree
Sweet, sweet poison, you’ll be the death of me.

Father and Son

November 1, 2013PoemsFather and Son, grief, heartache, love, personal, regret, Satori Publishing, the dance we do, timeless, universalsatoripublishing2013

The stamp of failure is on my face
The brand of shame is on my eyes
The sign of rejection is in every place

I’m a foreigner in my own country
I’m a stranger among my own people
I’m an outcast by my own family

My sorrow is too great for it to be spoken
All my faith and dreams are shattered
There is no hope, nothing for the forsaken

You broke my heart in two
The moment you said you didn’t care for me
I stopped caring for myself too

Your subtle rejections cut like a knife
The damage is irreparable
You have scarred me for life

Just because I didn’t live up to your expectation
You should have still loved me as a father
All I ever wanted was to love you as a son.

I’ve Had Your Woman

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songs18+, adults only, betrayal, brash, cocky, cuckold, dirty pig, disgrace, dramatic, end of the line, erotic, facing facts, grief, heartache, humiliation, I've Had Your Woman, jungle drums, lust, major surgery, passion, personal, pox, regret, rock and roll, Satori Publishing, sexual, smiling snake, taboo, timeless, universal, vengeance, voodoo rhythms, whoresatoripublishing2013

I bet you think you were the first dream man
A small army has marched through like a steam train
You embrace her and whisper sweet nothing
She wants us to rock her with sweet everything
She moans and groans, loves to go down
Begs for things she doesn’t get at home
She’s been with your brother, she’s been with your cousin
She’s been mounted by dogs by the dozen
You are so popular with your smiling friends
They answer the easy message that she sends
Out of your sight is out of your mind
In my eyes your bitch is the filthy kind
She rolls in the mud, loves to wallow
When I come she loves to swallow
Licking her lips she says ‘My special treat’
You kiss her deep and say ‘So, so sweet’

I’ve had your woman, he’s had your woman
Everyone knows, everywhere she goes
They’ve had your woman, we’ve all had your woman
Watch out she doesn’t give you a dose
I’ve had, he’s had, they’ve had your wife
Live with that for the rest of your life
You’ve been had, you’ve been had by your woman
You’ve been had by your woman.

To look butter wouldn’t melt in her mouth
My rock solid has melted in her north and south
She sharpened her nails in her home town
She scratches my back as she moans and groans
She sighs, she loves me, she is frying
She sighs, she loves me, she is flying
She cries, she’s coming, keep pumping, on and on
She cries, she’s dying, keep humping, on and on
She screams and hollers as I open up her cave
With you she is silent as the grave
You close your eyes, you close your mind
Right in front of you she takes it from behind
You should have ‘cuckold’ tattooed on your forehead
You’ve got a smiling snake coiled up in your bed
The bitch lifts her tail for every dog sniffing by
The sow goes oink-oink to dirty pigs near her sty.

There’s no need for seduction, she’s open to temptation
Without hesitation she will open her legs for sensation
You should cut off her nose for the world to see
Send both of them back to Mummy and Daddy
Their bitch loves to chew on the bone
She’s been mounted by every dog in town
How can you show your face?
People laugh at you in every place
They know what we get up to in your bed
They know what your wife does to my head
Look close and see my fingerprints all over her body
Look close and see my atoza swimming in her toddy
If you go down to kiss her so tender
Can you taste the seed of another?
You are the father of the child, but which one?
The apple of your eye is someone else’s son.

This Night

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsbetrayal, end of the line, grief, heartache, major surgery, passion, regret, rock and roll, Satori Publishing, This Night, voodoo rhythmssatoripublishing2013

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

This dark night of a hundred knives lurking in the shadows
This ghoulish night of a thousand cuts lying on the pillows
This treacherous night a reminder of your betrayal
This murderous night ended a love that could not fail
This friendless night without any hope of relief
This endless night – if only it could be brief.

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

This dark night is light compared to your black heart
This butcher night sliced and diced my foolish heart
This stormy night that drowns out my tortured howl
This demonic night with evil spirits on the prowl
This eternal night of pain with no end in sight
This night, help me make it through this night.

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

This Moment In Time

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsaspire, facing facts, Father Time, higher ground, inspire, joy, love, original, passion, personal, poetic, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, seduction, sensual, This Moment In Time, timeless, universal, visionary, voodoo rhythmssatoripublishing2013

Raise your hand … reach up so high
True love has wings … touch the sky

This moment in time
Yours and mine
This moment divine
Yours and mine
This moment in time
Yours and mine.

Before we start, let me tell you straight
Don’t waste Time, the worms lie in wait
I love you, love me before it’s too late;
I promise to always love you in style
Even if we are together for a short while
Look back and remember with a smile;
This one moment we will never regret
This one moment to only connect.

This moment in time
Yours and mine
This moment divine
Yours and mine
This moment in time
Yours and mine.

Stop Father Time, break his hands
Order him to obey your commands
Make him follow your demands;
Reach for a star and write your name
Stake your claim to everlasting fame
Every great love in history does the same;
This one moment close to oblivion
This one moment close to heaven.

This moment in time
Yours and mine
This moment divine
Yours and mine
This moment in time
Yours and mine.

Write it down on History’s page
Return to the moment in another Age
After us others will take the Stage;
For each of us there will be other relations
For each of us there will be other liaisons
For each of us there will be other passions;
This one moment before we are lost in the mist
This one moment to know why we exist.

This moment in time
Yours and mine
This moment divine
Yours and mine
This moment in time
Yours and mine.

Don’t Leave Me

October 24, 2013Lyrics/SongsDon"t Leave Me, end of the line, grief, heartache, love, passion, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, seduction, sensualsatoripublishing2013

All your things are packed and ready to go
All it needs now is for you to step out of the door
We have tied up all the loose ends
I am glad we are parting as friends
My best wishes are more than just window-dressing
Go now, go if you must, go with my blessing.

Don’t leave me
I’ll die if you go away
Please believe me
I won’t survive a single day
Don’t leave me
I’m begging, begging you to stay
Don’t leave me
Stay, my love, please, please stay.

I thought the two of us shared one heart
But now you say we have grown apart
I thought I had done my share of crying
But even clouds with a silver-lining
Have to pour down with rain sometime
The future is all yours, only the past is mine.

Don’t leave me
I’ll die if you go away
Please believe me
I won’t survive a single day
Don’t leave me
I’m begging, begging you to stay
Don’t leave me
Stay, my love, please, please stay.

Please don’t worry, somehow I’ll make it
Even if I don’t I will still fake it
I will never let you see the pain
I don’t want your pity or your disdain
You have found your place in the sun
My life has ended, yours has just begun.

Don’t leave me
I’ll die if you go away
Please believe me
I won’t survive a single day
Don’t leave me
I’m begging, begging you to stay
Don’t leave me
Stay, my love, please, please stay.

My Love For You Is Terminal

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsdramatic, end of the line, facing facts, grief, heartache, major surgery, My Love For You Is Terminal, passion, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, seduction, sensual, timeless, universalsatoripublishing2013

My love for you is terminal
There is no cure
My condition is critical
My love for you is terminal
The diagnosis is final
There is no cure
My love for you is terminal.

My heart is lying still on his death-bed
But he does not complain
Countless are the tears that he has bled
It’s up to you if he will ever beat again;
I don’t need a doctor to nurse me
I am quietly resigned to my fate
Make ready a hearse for me
Without you it will be too late.

My love for you is terminal
There is no cure
My condition is critical
My love for you is terminal
The diagnosis is final
There is no cure
My love for you is terminal.

I have spent a life-time
Looking for the right girl
Meeting you was like sunshine
You are the only one in the world;
Another girl I will not try
I refuse to accept an alternative
Without you I will die
Only with you will I live.

My love for you is terminal
There is no cure
My condition is critical
My love for you is terminal
The diagnosis is final
There is no cure
My love for you is terminal.

Everybody’s Doing It

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songs18+, adults only, dramatic, erotic, Everybody's Doing It, facing facts, heartache, joy, jungle drums, love, lust, passion, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, sexual, taboo, voodoo rhythmssatoripublishing2013

Everybody’s doing it
Everybody’s shoving it, loving it
Everybody’s doing it
Everybody’s using it, juicing it
Everybody’s doing it
Everybody’s shaking it, making it
Everybody’s doing it
Everybody’s funking it, bonking it
Everybody’s doing it
Doing it, doing it, doing it.

Let’s set up a rendezvous
A secret tryst between me and you
Shut the door on the rest of the world
Just enough room for a boy and girl
Leave our cares and worries locked outside
I only care when I’m in your inside.

Each of us is legally tied to someone
If we had the choice we would be gone
But we never had the choice so we have to stay
That’s how we live – we have to love this way
Clandestine meetings satisfy our hearts desire
Forbidden fruit eaten by a forbidden fire.

If anyone sees the two of us together
We’ll be in for a season of stormy weather
Babe, always wear a veil over your heart
Mask your emotion or we’ll be forced apart
Take it off only when we meet
Take everything off and make love so sweet.

The Ashes Of Our Love

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsdramatic, end of the line, facing facts, fuel, grief, heartache, love, passion, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, The Ashes Of Our Love, timeless, universalsatoripublishing2013

Baby, oh, baby, we can’t set fire
Oh, we can’t set fire
To the ashes of our love
We burnt it up
We burnt it down
We burnt it out
We can’t set fire, can’t set fire
To the ashes, the ashes of our love.

The feelings that fuelled our love
The emotions that went hand in glove
We used them up to the last
They’re all things of the past;
Once a love has died
It can never be revived
I tried and tried and tried
Then I cried and cried and cried.

We had a love too good to be true
Till he came between me and you
We drifted apart and love turned to hate
Now we can’t go back – it’s too late;
Once a love has died
It can never be revived
I tried and tried and tried
Then I cried and cried and cried.

Partners In Crime

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsaspire, break the rules, disobey the laws, dramatic, erotic, facing facts, grief, heartache, joy, love, lust, Partners In Crime, passion, regret, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, seduction, sensual, timeless, universal, voodoo rhythmssatoripublishing2013

Disobey the laws made by a bunch of hypocrites
Break the rules that turn you into a piece of meat
Little bullies try and tell you what to do
Only you know what’s best for you
Even though society says it’s wrong
We know how good it is to get it on

Come on, baby mine
We’ll be partners in crime
(Partners in crime)
We’ll have a real good time!
We’ll make love night and day
We’ll make love every which way
Who says crime doesn’t pay?!!
We’re having a real good time
We are partners in crime
(Partners in crime)
And we feel fine!

Make the most of this romance
You’ll never get a better chance
Make use of everything you’ve got
Do it while your blood is still hot
Make sweet love while you can
You’ll never be this young again.

They say it’s a crime to be in love
We’re guilty of feelings two steps above
But we’ll make love while we can
We’ll never be this young again
There’s sweet joy mixed with the pain
We’ll never ever feel this good again.

This Is The Last Song

October 24, 2013Lyrics/Songsartistic, end of the line, erotic, facing facts, grief, heartache, love, lust, memory, pagan pilgrim, passion, poetic, regret, reminisce, rock and roll, romantic, Satori Publishing, seduction, sensual, This Is The Last Song, voodoo rhythms, worshipsatoripublishing2013

This is the last song
I’ll ever write about you
This is the last song
I’ll ever dedicate to you
This is the last song
I’ll ever sing for you
This is the last song
In loving memory of you.

The pools of your almond eyes
Where the love-light flowed over the brim
The ocean of lava between your thighs
Where I always loved to swim
Our limbs were wings that flew the skies
Our bodies felt like a pagan pilgrim
All our prayers were said with heartfelt sighs
I worshipped at your holy place deep within.

This is the last song
I’ll ever write about you
This is the last song
I’ll ever dedicate to you
This is the last song
I’ll ever sing for you
This is the last song
In loving memory of you.

Sugar was like salt compared to your kiss
So sweet that no words can tell
Your hips had a path leading to bliss
So narrow that love died if it fell
But I went up that path as easy as this
You said no-one else could do it half as well
But now … oh, it is torture to reminisce
Farewell, my sweet love, farewell.

This is the last song
I’ll ever write about you
This is the last song
I’ll ever dedicate to you
This is the last song
I’ll ever sing for you
This is the last song
In loving memory of you.