Tag Archives: betrayal

Take This Stone ( Place It Upon Your Heart )

Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt
Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt

Gently, calm the frantic beat of your aching heart
Release the valve before it blows itself apart
Ease the pressure on that pump in your breast
Weigh it down before it tears a hole in your chest
It cannot reason with the scale of her treason
The mask is off, the hate is out in the open

Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt
Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt

She stabbed repeatedly, with a song on her lips
She danced over your body, with leaps and skips
She checked the recipe all the while
She watched you bleed with a smile
Whatever took place she did it willingly
The look on her face!! She did it killingly

Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt
Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt

Your own flesh and blood now smear you with mud
Their natural love ran dry as you drowned in the flood
The apple of your eye is the one who twisted the knife
Your one true love casually switched off your life
You are all alone, turn your heart to stone
Build a wall around, turn your heart to stone

Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt
Take this stone, place it upon your heart
The less it moves the less you will hurt.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2016.

A Paki Still

My father came to this country in 1952
Worked like a dog, swept the floor, other jobs
The white boys turned their noses up at
Paid half the money, twenty men sharing a house
Sending money back home — work, sleep, work
Built this country — damp, foggy, miserable
No roads, no cars, no shopping centres, no Empire;
By the time he was old this was a different land
He helped to build this country, but got no credit for it
When he died he was still a Paki.

I came to this country, a young boy, in 1966
Educated here, went to work, raised a family
Read, write, speak, understand English better than …
Taught to walk the straight and narrow
Do the right thing, in my father’s footsteps …
But I am still a Paki.

My son was born here, English to the bone
A beautiful young man, the apple of my eye
Intelligent, athletic, loving, respectful
I may be biased, but none can come close
But he is still a Paki.

One day he will have a child
He will pass on the lessons I taught
The wisdom of Ages I learned from my father
Work hard, be good, think of others, smile
Whatever he does, he will be
A Paki still.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2015.

Christian Nation

You are a Christian?
You believe in God?
You believe in Jesus Christ?
You believe that Jesus was / is the Son of God?
Jesus was a Jew?
If the son is Jewish, is it safe to say, so is the Father?

You worship Jews?

The Old Testament is the story of the Jews
The New Testament is the story of one Jew
What, or where, is your story?
From day one you have despised all Jews
Discriminated, killed, put down all Jews
But to ONE Jew belongs all the Glory?

Two thousand years ago in a land of semite arab dogs
Dark skin, black hair, brown eyes were the norm
Where did your blonde, blue-eyed, White Boy spring from?
Is it so painful to kneel down before a dirty Wog?
You cannot face the most basic fact
Jesus Christ looked just like Yasser Arafat
A fact you cannot stomach so it has to be denied
In every conflict the Truth is first to be crucified.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2014.

I’m Not Going To Make It

The light of distant stars is beginning to fade
The moon has no choice but to stay in the shade
My airy fairy dreams were built on sand
One by one each grain is slipping through my hand
It is bad luck, or just something I lack
It is one step forward and three steps back
What I want most is just out of reach
It has always been just … out … of … reach
I tried to aim for the nearest star
But even the nearest was much too far.

The immensity of it all makes me feel so small
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me … calling me to fall.

They dangle the prize before my gullible eyes
Use smoke and mirrors to mangle anyone who tries
I was born with nothing, but they promise everything
Fame and fortune, if I dance to their tune, if I sing
Their songs of freedom, democracy, equality
‘We are all the same’, but I have no Equity
I am to blame for being no good at the game
I am to blame for drowning in my own shame
The dreams I dared to dream given the boot
The hopes I cherished the most cut at the root.

The immensity of it all makes me feel so small
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me … calling me to fall.

The Big Boys have lined me up for their Big Con
I am looking straight into the barrel of a Big Gun
I am on the ledge looking out at the desolate wasteland
I am on the edge looking down into the pits of a Dark Land
The demons of damnation are howling my name
The burning flames spell out everlasting shame
The hounds of hell are snapping at my heels
Is there one person out there who knows how it feels?
If the light goes out there is nothing left inside
The moment I give up on my dream I commit suicide.

The immensity of it all makes me feel so small
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me …
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
The abyss is calling me … calling me to fall …

Oh, god, I have tried so hard
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it
Oh, god, I have tried so hard to reach you
I’m not going to make it
I’m not going to make it.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2014.

Take The Light From My Eyes

I stood there as if I had run into a wall
I stood there as if I wasn’t there at all
His name on your lip
Both of you joined at the hip
Watching you buried me alive there and then
It killed me to see you being taken by another man
But if my eyes had not seen your kind
I would have carried on loving you blind.

Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the sight from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you.

How could you deceive
Betray everything I believe
I loved you from the start
You are a traitor to my heart
You betrayed my trust
Just to satisfy your lust
But if my eyes had not seen your kind
I would have carried on loving you blind.

Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the sight from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you.

You spread your legs and moved that way
You arched your back and began to sway
The heat made you moan and groan
You turned round to go down
I was buried alive there and then to see
You doing all the things you did with me
But if my eyes had not seen your kind
I would have carried on loving you blind.

Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the sight from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you.

I’m going insane, I can’t bear the pain
It kills me to see you loving another man
All my systems are on overload
All my organs are about to explode
My eyes are to blame, they must be punished
Begin with my eyes, they must be finished
If my eyes had not seen your kind
I would have carried on loving you blind.

Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the sight from my eyes
They saw you
Take the light, take the light from my eyes
They saw you.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2014.

It’s A Pity She’s A Whore

It’s a pity she’s a whore
She’s the curse landed at your door
It’s a pity she’s a whore
You’re not enough, she wants more
It’s a pity she’s a whore
The shame will haunt you evermore.

It’s not your fault, you’re not to blame
It’s what she wants, it’s the way she’s wired
She has to spread her legs, she has to play the game
Different strokes with different blokes keep her fired;
You keep seeing the images in your brain
It breaks your heart, it tortures your head
An ocean of soap can’t remove the stain
You’ve got a poxy whore in your bed.

It’s a pity she’s a whore
She’s the curse landed at your door
It’s a pity she’s a whore
You’re not enough, she wants more
It’s a pity she’s a whore
The shame will haunt you evermore.

She makes eyes at the guys all over town
She takes off her clothes, she offers herself
She moves, she grooves, she goes down …
You’re at home sitting on the shelf;
She’s out of sight but that’s not the issue
Her actions are in your mind taunting you …
After he’s done she wipes it with a tissue
Then walks it back home good as new.

It’s a pity she’s a whore
She’s the curse landed at your door
It’s a pity she’s a whore
You’re not enough, she wants more
It’s a pity she’s a whore
The shame will haunt you evermore.

She’s so dirty, but talks so beautiful
She talks of virtue, and then cheats on you
She talks of faith, and is then unfaithful
She talks of trust, and then betrays you;
You made your bed with a smiling snake
You placed a stone on top of your heart
You put up with it for the children’s sake …
They’ve grown up – it’s time to make a fresh start.

It’s a pity she’s a whore
She’s the curse landed at your door
It’s a pity she’s a whore
You’re not enough, she wants more
It’s a pity she’s a whore
The shame will haunt you evermore.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

Paki From Brazil

Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Seven, hollow-point, in the head
Just to be sure he is dead

Bang!
One in the shoulder
Trained by Israeli instructor

Bing! Bing! Bing!
Three, point blank, miss
Next time, more practise

Ooops!
Are you kidding me?!
But he looked like a Paki!!

Whoops!
Kill a Paki, send out a message
Dickhead, will open her passage

Bling! Bling!
Liar One, Liar Two, ham acting twin
Soap stars, both planning to cash in

Sing! Sing!
A verse so Free, a chorus so Democratic
Oil, gas, heroin –- it’s a box-office hit!

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

Rivers Of Come

Welsh descent, only child, upper working-class
Grammar school, Cambridge, double starred First
No interest in politics; Nietzsche ‘Will To Power’
Learnt Urdu, intending to be the Viceroy of India …
Youngest professor in the Commonwealth
Always had ideas above his station
Always felt he was born to lead the nation;
During the war, a Private, in the kitchen
Promoted, leg up, and over, the youngest Brigadier
Hated America, “…they intend to bury the British Empire”
Served in Egypt, loved liberating the little boys
Like the other Poor White Trash before him
Felt like a king, his birthright, a royal white skin
Posted to India in 1943; LOVED India and the Indians
“I fell head over heels in love,” my ass in the air
“I soaked up India,” a blow-job beyond compare
Many, many casual flings, ejaculating ecstasy
Two intense love affairs had him writing poetry :
Yes, he was an Indian Muslim so gay
But he nailed my cross five times a day
I wish I had come to India a hundred years earlier
I would have lived, loved, and been buried here;
Slumming with Wogs, and playing doubles
Foaming at the mouth, I love to blow bubbles
Rivers of come, I love to swallow scum
Especially after it’s been up my rectum.

A life in broken verse … or is there more
Closet front, but who came in the back door :
A little MP for a small Midland town
Not far enough from where you were born
You always, always aspired to get much higher
You would not fail to set the world on fire
As Minister of Health you recruited West Indian nurses
Sail to gold-paved England and wipe white arses
The English are too good to do such dirty work
Import the Darkies so we have more time to jerk;
An Immigration Bill passed, you said not a word
You did not object, your voice was not heard
You were too big, you would lead the herd:
In 1958 you got the Treasury team to resign
In 1963 you refused to serve your captain by design
In 1964 the Tories lost the election with your help
Your bedpost got nailed with another scalp
In 1965 there was a Party leadership contest
You did not campaign, or promise to feather the nest
Or tickle every MP who went to Boarding School
Or offered to service each one with your tool
They knew, they recognised you as one of their own
But you were a peasant who lusted for Golden Brown
You were a cream-puff who did his best to irritate
You got fifteen votes out of two hundred and ninety-eight.

In 1959, in Hola Camp, Kenyan political prisoners
Refused to work, clubbed to death for being sinners :
Asking for Freedom, and their Land, we must rehabilitate
Stubborn monkeys must be forced to co-operate
Not political, not economical, just a voodoo cult
War crimes? Illegal? It is all their fault;
Mau Mau is not a Kenyan word (bitter tears, anguished cries)
Only English voices were heard (propaganda and lies)
English MP’s said the Kenyans were ‘sub-human’
Fires of hell must be used against the demon;
In that day and age, in that climate of hate and ire
In the Mother of Parliaments, you threw water on the fire
You risked your career, risked being branded a traitor
You stood up and laid claim to your finest hour
You stood up for Truth, for Justice, for the Humane
You stood up and spoke like a Righteous Man
You appealed to the Heart and Soul with your Word
You inspired the few to break away from the herd …
And the herd? Nothing is more dangerous
Than a Englishman on his high horse
He will scorch the earth, pillage, commit genocide
Quote the Bible, and say God is on his side
Invade a country, and force his rule
Proof the Darkie is a goddamn fool …
Does that apply to you too, Mr. Enoch Powell
When it suits you to spread your shit with a trowel?

From those heights, from that mountain top
It was you –- you chose to take that drop
In your heart of hearts you knew it was a mistake
Yet you continued till you were lower than a snake …
By 1968 you could no longer wait, soon be too late
Worse than death, you would have to resign to your fate
To never be the leader, never be the Prime Minister
Bitter, bitter, the pus in the wound did fester
Who to kick, who to blame -– point the finger
It’s the Paki, the Paki, the brown nigger
(The youngest Professor, the youngest Brigadier
And hoping to be the oldest Prime Minister!)
Drowning, drowning … you clutched the last straw
The Wogs are to blame for your fatal flaw
A sad old queen who wants to be king
Deafening, deafening … you want to hear the choir sing
Noise! Noise! Let there be even more Noise!
Blow the bugle, bang the drum, drown out the Voice …
Like a cheap tart you decided to stick out your tits
A flash of your knickers, a promise of warm juicy bits
Find a spin doctor to brew the potion drop by drop
The Media will build it up, build it up, buttercup
The people will hail you as a Messiah sent to deliver
Apply the balm to the pale brow to heal the dark fever
All will hail you as a saviour, a Star of stage and screen
And to top it all -– an audience with the real Queen.

To this day your poisonous legacy of hate
Threads from the Palace, to the City, to the council estate
You stoked an atmosphere of fear so malevolent
You appealed to the lump, the dung, the ignorant
The marching dockers unloaded ships coming from where?
The marching meat porters would never escape from there
Factory workers really know what makes the world go round
Wage-slaves think the treadmill is a Merry-go-round
Would they have marched for you if they had known
About your secret taste for sweet Honey Brown?
Picture this all you low-life English pigs
Enoch Powell with a Darkie as he digs and digs
( Little white boy, you talk of your England as if you wear a crown
Tell me, please, which part of England do you actually own?
Big white boy, the sun set on your empire many moons ago
Shine a light, shine a light, the East rules the world now )
The good old days … please raise your glass
To Enoch Powell swooning in a Brown Ass
“Mr. Powell, if petty England is going to the dogs
Simply because there are too many Wogs
If sunny England is going to the Darkies
Especially raining down with too many Pakis
Then why do you suck brown cock?”
When you speak of love, speak low, whisper, Enoch …
The cock may be brown but the semen is white
And, you know, white makes everything right.

When Rule Britannia sails to their lands it is Ordained
The very Thought of them coming here should be banned
We will be swamped by the alien
Too many of the Wrong Sort of Indian
( The right sort had a tight drum
Were well hung, and swung like a pendulum );
Thanks to you, Paki-bashing became a national sport
Sticks and stones, innocent people were badly hurt
A father tried to shield his nine year old son
The child took years to unravel the web you spun
( The phantom letters, old white woman’s ghost
Only white girl in her class, they were lost in the post )
Staged — caught in the act — a perfect little scandal
You played the innocent when it got too hot to handle …
Many people have analysed, excused, and explained
History has now judged, Time has apportioned the blame :
It was not racist, Mr. Powell, it was just your selfish orifice
It was a betrayal, you were unfaithful, desiring the Highest Office
You were a narcissistic poof who couldn’t see further than your knob
You betrayed the people you once loved, angling for a better job
The people remained the same, your black heart saw the change
Now, on behalf of all the fathers, I will take revenge -–
Faggot in the earth, may you never, never rest in peace
As in life, big brown worms up your boney white arse
Shout it out loud the world over
Enoch Powell was a Paki Lover!

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

Betrayal

 
Carrying a bouquet I quietly opened the door
On the tip of my tongue,’Surprise! Surprise!’
In that instant my heart crashed to the floor
The room was full with your ecstatic sighs
You were calling and crying out for more
He was planted, and still digging, deep between your thighs
You had your loving cup poised to pour …
I will never forget the look in your eyes.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

I’ve Had Your Woman

I bet you think you were the first dream man
A small army has marched through like a steam train
You embrace her and whisper sweet nothing
She wants us to rock her with sweet everything
She moans and groans, loves to go down
Begs for things she doesn’t get at home
She’s been with your brother, she’s been with your cousin
She’s been mounted by dogs by the dozen
You are so popular with your smiling friends
They answer the easy message that she sends
Out of your sight is out of your mind
In my eyes your bitch is the filthy kind
She rolls in the mud, loves to wallow
When I come she loves to swallow
Licking her lips she says ‘My special treat’
You kiss her deep and say ‘So, so sweet’

I’ve had your woman, he’s had your woman
Everyone knows, everywhere she goes
They’ve had your woman, we’ve all had your woman
Watch out she doesn’t give you a dose
I’ve had, he’s had, they’ve had your wife
Live with that for the rest of your life
You’ve been had, you’ve been had by your woman
You’ve been had by your woman.

To look butter wouldn’t melt in her mouth
My rock solid has melted in her north and south
She sharpened her nails in her home town
She scratches my back as she moans and groans
She sighs, she loves me, she is frying
She sighs, she loves me, she is flying
She cries, she’s coming, keep pumping, on and on
She cries, she’s dying, keep humping, on and on
She screams and hollers as I open up her cave
With you she is silent as the grave
You close your eyes, you close your mind
Right in front of you she takes it from behind
You should have ‘cuckold’ tattooed on your forehead
You’ve got a smiling snake coiled up in your bed
The bitch lifts her tail for every dog sniffing by
The sow goes oink-oink to dirty pigs near her sty.

I’ve had your woman, he’s had your woman
Everyone knows, everywhere she goes
They’ve had your woman, we’ve all had your woman
Watch out she doesn’t give you a dose
I’ve had, he’s had, they’ve had your wife
Live with that for the rest of your life
You’ve been had, you’ve been had by your woman
You’ve been had by your woman.

There’s no need for seduction, she’s open to temptation
Without hesitation she will open her legs for sensation
You should cut off her nose for the world to see
Send both of them back to Mummy and Daddy
Their bitch loves to chew on the bone
She’s been mounted by every dog in town
How can you show your face?
People laugh at you in every place
They know what we get up to in your bed
They know what your wife does to my head
Look close and see my fingerprints all over her body
Look close and see my atoza swimming in her toddy
If you go down to kiss her so tender
Can you taste the seed of another?
You are the father of the child, but which one?
The apple of your eye is someone else’s son.

I’ve had your woman, he’s had your woman
Everyone knows, everywhere she goes
They’ve had your woman, we’ve all had your woman
Watch out she doesn’t give you a dose
I’ve had, he’s had, they’ve had your wife
Live with that for the rest of your life
You’ve been had, you’ve been had by your woman
You’ve been had by your woman.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

This Night

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

This dark night of a hundred knives lurking in the shadows
This ghoulish night of a thousand cuts lying on the pillows
This treacherous night a reminder of your betrayal
This murderous night ended a love that could not fail
This friendless night without any hope of relief
This endless night – if only it could be brief.

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

This dark night is light compared to your black heart
This butcher night sliced and diced my foolish heart
This stormy night that drowns out my tortured howl
This demonic night with evil spirits on the prowl
This eternal night of pain with no end in sight
This night, help me make it through this night.

If I can just hold on through this night
I may be able to carry on after this night
If I can just survive through this night
I may be able to stay alive after this night.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.

Telltale Heart

Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
You shouldn’t have put the horse before the cart
Oh, you shouldn’t have spread the news
The tears you now cry are of no use
Your songs of joy have turned into the blues
Love will never again light your fuse
Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
She joined up with you and then tore you apart.

Ah, heart of mine, stop beating so wildly
She wanted to go, and she went gladly
She left you alone beating so sadly
Serves you right for loving her so madly;
Oh, you shouldn’t have shown her
Just how much you loved her
You shouldn’t have told her
That you couldn’t live without her;
She swore you were the only one
Then she tore you apart just for fun
She promised to always be around
Now you look but she can’t be found.

Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
You shouldn’t have put the horse before the cart
Oh, you shouldn’t have spread the news
The tears you now cry are of no use
Your songs of joy have turned into the blues
Love will never again light your fuse
Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
She joined up with you and then tore you apart.

She waited till she had total power over you
She planned and schemed just what to do

She turned you into a mouse and played with you
She led you to the trap she had set for you;
Foolish heart, you were wrong to display your love for her
It was a mistake to go in the open without cover
Now you’re paying the price for trusting her
You’re crying alone but she’s loving another;
You should have stepped more carefully
And kept yourself under lock and key –
If you show a girl you love her completely
She will make your life a complete misery.

Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
You shouldn’t have put the horse before the cart
Oh, you shouldn’t have spread the news
The tears you now cry are of no use
Your songs of joy have turned into the blues
Love will never again light your fuse
Oh, telltale heart, telltale heart
She joined up with you and then tore you apart.

(c) Satori Publishing, 2013.